The Uncertainty of life

Thursday this week is going to be a tough day, Dana has to go for more tests, and the outcome will be

• Have another operation, of which she nearly died from last time
• Don’t have the operation and possible Die for not having it done

Im sure somewhere along my life i must have pissed off someone big time, as all i seem to get is problems, Having nearly seen Dana die last time i have no wish to see it again, i felt so helpless there was nothing i could do but be there.

I suppose really the outcome of the test will steer us towards what needs to be done, I know for sure im hurting big time, maybe it’s the thought of the operations or something else but it sure as hell hurts i know that .

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